For a couple of months, my blog was stoned, unwritten and dull. I was fighting for its connection at my office for few weeks when I was first updated with its failure to launch. But as time passed by, I was despaired and I don’t think I should keep it alive anymore. In a way, yea, a bit pathetic for a passionate writer like me just can’t write when it’s highly necessary to do so. But now, I’m glad it’s breathing again. Yahooooo!!!
Anyway, lot of things seem to come around few weeks back and to recall everything by today doesn’t sound possible when my head is toasted to few urgencies at work.
Nothing major actually happened besides that I’ve lost few kilos. It’s definitely never in my intention to get rid of my stubborn, well-developed fat. I first tried the product, in a way, yes; hopefully I can lose some kilos just like what happened to other people who had tried it. But I never put high hopes since in my entire life, I never had a moment of losing but more of gaining from time to time.
I was born as FAT! That’s the fact that I’ve been acquainted with throughout my life! I’m the only one FAT in my family, while the rest are not even OK, but rather SKINNIES! Being different in a family, definitely sends you to another side of a world and perception when people keep wondering, where on earth is that genetic comes from? But it’s just so simple, my mom’s side is a pack filled with huge type of people, it’s just that my mom is purely lucky because it didn’t affect her at all. Well, since she has got the escapism from the nutty-professor genes, it came to contaminate ME instead! And growing all the way with those bulgy fats here and there, surprisingly, it never intimidates my self-esteem. Or maybe I’m not that fat, but rather overweight. Thus, since I’m used to it, I don’t think any diet would be necessary.
Plus, I was a hard-core swimmer when I was in my primary school. My joints in my legs and hands were clacking every time I bent them, and that proved out how much swimming I had in a week, and not to mention how bad my back was sunburned. But one thing for sure, I still didn’t lose any weight! But rather building up my muscles and didn’t make me look like a normal girl. I quit swimming when I had to pursue my schooling in Malaysia and left everything back in Brunei. But fortunately, the skills that I’ve learned didn’t fade away but of course, lack of practice will reduce the speed.
And for that reason, I always in a perception that “I can’t never lose weight”! But the feeling of wanting to be slimmer is always there. So, without hesitation, I tried the products out. And finally, after 9 weeks so far, I’ve lost 10 kilos. That’s really awesome! But I didn’t even notice what happened until my scale said so. And of course, few people had commented and that really made me feel good! I’m on my way to lose another 6-8 kilos. I know even if I’ve lost another 8 kilos, it still didn’t put me in an ideal weight, but I don’t prefer to be slender like anybody else, but I rather be me, and let me quote one saying from my friends, “you can never be Yoe if u ever slimmed down.”
Anyway my dearies, I do need to slim down. Most of the apparel shops had defied my size and that really hurts me. but for ya’ll info, I don’t have many supporters in this struggle with weight thingy, few friends didn’t prefer it at all, my family didn’t want me to lose more, except my man, he just simply said, “it’s your body, it’s up to u” but at the end of the sentence, “but please not too thin, few kilos ok larr…” . so I guess the message is clear, they just do not want me to slim down! Why?!! Too bad, but not so bad since I never actually preferred those thin, model-look bodies. A bit meaty seems alluring to me.
So people, are you with me or what?
