It’s reaching the end of the first month of 2007, yet only now I’m able to implement this first piece of writing in welcoming the new year of 2007.
First of all, I would like to thank God for giving me the full strength in completing my year-end project, which has just ended, last 15th January. It was indeed such a long-hours engagement of work with full of pressure and stress! I guess the strength that bestowed upon me was quite vital, and I just can’t be more thankful! The process went fine although bit fluctuated in between, but at least, I managed to avoid unnecessary cost, which might come from my carelessness while submitting myself wholeheartedly to the program. And now, yes, manage to scream out loud – I’m so DONE with it!
I might be a bit late in starting to jot the events in my new 2007, but I reckon that the best time to do it is when I’m really in the mood of leisure with all smiles I’m able to offer over my face.
As for today, not many tasks cross my desk at the moment, except for entertaining all my beloved Herbalife customers on all the possible inquiries in the world! It’s such a lovable work to do, just go on and keep on talking and advising, very pretty cool for me. And just received a phone call from my mom too, which also serves as a daily routine for me. Her topic for today is informing me that her parents a.k.a. my grandparents are coming over to our house today.
Am I glad? Yes, very glad. I’m just so glad that fortunately, I’m here at my workplace and will be spending my overnights at my rental place for the weekdays which conclude as; I don’t have to meet them! It’s such a great bliss! I know I might sound so cruel, but trust me, out of 100 grandparents; you will hardly find 1 like mine. But again, just to be such a noble daughter to my beloved Ibu, all she can tell me, just let them be, God knows best and no other judge is better than God can be! Yes, you are right my dear mother, but my ears here – left and right are just too deaf to accept any word from their atrocious lips! And dear heart, by now you are just too scarred to bleed more than you should. So what I can do now, keep on smiling and say no other words to them except, “yes”, “no” and “maybe”. At least, I’m satisfying you, Ibu. I just can’t help hearing them acknowledge you as an indecent daughter who just doesn’t know to teach your children in respecting the elders especially those who are closely related.
Yes, my grannies, by blood, you are very close to me. By heart, the love that I’ve imbedded for you long time ago has just faded with time, washed away with your dreadful acts and words towards my family.
I wish my heart is no more obstinate than now. I wish I’m just as forgiving as my mother. I wish I’m just so deaf and numb that I don’t have to retaliate and fight for all the injustices that had ever happened to my family. I’m not that sweet girl anymore. If I’m ever being sweeter, please thank my mom a.k.a. your daughter.
And for those hurters, if you think your tongue and acts are so powerful, just bear in mind that I’m no less malicious than you are. We are family, remember? What runs in your blood, runs in mine.
