Quick Report
What I am up to currently:
1. Me as a full-time Masters student now.
- I am driving back and forth to UM from Klang almost everyday for classes and library visits. It is extremely taxing, especially when I have to tread the traffic jam in the Federal highway, most likely all the time. Well nothing much I can do when that’s the only route I know, the only one I’m familiar with.
- I’m started to feel so tensed with the course. There are just too many things to do, and too many things to worry. Each class has its own behaviour – weekly assignments per se, which does not include the major assignments within the assessment itself and just doesn’t seem to give me room to start with the major ones as the “littles” are keep on coming! Homework, group discussion, presentations! Duhh!
- I’m in a big dilemma now. Should I go by coursework or dissertation? I’ve signed up for coursework, but it seems that coursework requires me to spend more time attending classes and little assignments, whereas I still need to my Research Report at the end of the semester, which is only 10,000 words difference from the dissertation! Oh God, I’m so confused! Will seek advice from the authority soon!
2. Me as a traveler
- Every Friday, I will be on the bus to Kedah and coming back to Klang on every next Tuesday. Again, so taxing! I hurt my back badly now, and 2 days in my week have actually wasted on the bus, which causes severe fatigue for my classes and assignments.
- Traveling does not only cause problems to my time management but it also affects my emotion. I am so torn to be away from him. I just can’t bear being alone without him. The situation discourages my alertness, diverts my focus and inevitably hurts me so badly. I just hope, keep on praying for it soon be over although I know, well acknowledged that it’s still a long way to go.
I just need more strength. Strength and patience are all I ask for. And above all, I always want him to be safe and happy.
