Lamely back in town
Now I’m back in town and finally back with classes. I hope this semester will be the last one that I have to attend the classes since by next semester; I should be ready to write my dissertation. And for that reason, I’m left with no choice with the class schedule but to abide to it. What had happened to me last semester was actually much better than what I have to go through this semester.
The courses that I’ve signed up this semester are as many as what I have taken last semester but the timing for each course is crazy and it has forbidden me to travel to meet my husband. Yes, we are still separated and I just don’t know when will be the right time for us to be together.
Being separated like this may sound all right to some people. But I have tried so hard to get used to it since last semester but it has never turned out to be fine. And right now, my baby is growing and I find it’s not easy to move around without a husband by my side. But yes, both of us own different commitments and life must go on. Since not many options are available, few sacrifices must be met. So I guess that is what I’m doing right now; putting myself together and stay focus. To be honest, what is said may appear easier than implementing it.
I’m expecting to deliver this baby somewhere in May; it might come out earlier than expected and if it does, I do have another reason to worry because I will be sitting for my final exam at the end of April and I couldn’t help to deliver it during this period. I’m hoping that God has arranged it nicely for me so that I could properly deliver my baby on time as soon as I’m done with my exams. I’m fully aware that my time going to classes this semester will be tougher as the baby is growing and I will totally be on my own striding the sturdy traffic jam in
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I can’t help lamenting, and I hope, despite the obstacles obstructing my way, inner strength is still there to guide me through.
